Yeah, I think it’s safe to say that I’m becoming an alcoholic. It’s not that I enjoy being drunk, because it’s bittersweet for me; it’s the fact that when I take a shot or two, I’m social. Like, I can be an attention whore, and actually hold a thought-provoking, decent, conversation. Like I said … More I’m Pretty Sure I Got the Job.
Well, I started my morning by hearing our neighbor yell at her two pitbulls, who she was letting shit on our lawn, without leashes. Meanwhile, I was sitting in bed, half-awake, watching these two fucking pitbulls meander around the fucking neighborhood in disbelief. Why are people so fucking stupid? I get that not all … More I’m Going to Drink Vodka Before My Interview, Because I’m a Social Retard.
Good day, people of the world. I’m back at my kitchen table, ready to spill more intricate details of my life to strangers on the internet. But, luckily for you, you’re not a stranger to me. My followers are my friends, I love you all dearly, and I’m grateful for every each and one … More I’m Not Sad Anymore, Another Job Interview, Disney & The Struggle of Moving Out.
So, let’s talk about a touchy topic, shall we? Let’s talk about Satanism. Now, many people fear what they don’t know. Face it, everyone fears the unknown, regardless if that be daily issues, religion, politics, or even small, meaningless daily tasks. Therefore, people fear religious views the most, considering I come from an extremely … More Dear Christians & Catholics, From a Satanist.
I know I haven’t posted in a while, but I’ve finally mustered up the mental strength to come back. Honestly, I don’t even know where I should begin. Let’s start with recent events, and work our way backward, because I honestly can’t remember shit. So, yesterday, I had a job interview for a movie … More Crazy Pills, Gamestop & A Failed Interview.
Well, I’ve been feeling a little bit better, lately. No, I don’t give a fuck about Max’s shenanigans, and I haven’t even thought about it at all. People like him won’t change, and they never will. He is the type of person that won’t accept help on purpose, because he just feels like being … More I Have Finally Calmed the Fuck Down About My Questionable Identity.
Well, once again, I’m the idiot. However, I wasn’t going to get back together with Max, and that wasn’t my intention to begin with. All I wanted was closure, and I was going to try to help him out. And you know what he fucking did again? Yep. Blocked me. He disappeared again, for … More A List of Stereotypes to Avoid at a Gig.
I seriously don’t know what the fuck is wrong with me anymore. Like, I seriously don’t. I think I’m quite possibly one of the worst people I know, and I have no idea what the fuck I’m even doing with myself anymore. I did it. And I walked into this shit on my own. … More Max Wants Me Back. (Again.)
Well, I had another bad day, matched with a long night yesterday. TJ and I got into our first fight, and it was honestly nothing compared to the other shit I’ve been through. I really don’t want to get into it, because it’s stupid and it’s irrelevant at this point. All I can say … More What Have I Done?
I’m sure you’re all wondering why I’m posting so fucking early. My mom has her friends over, and they’re making Christmas cookies, so I’m confined to my room, more or less, until they leave. However, today is gig day for TJ, and I’m really fucking excited for this one. I don’t know why, but … More I Miss My Ex.